Monday, July 25, 2011

Jalan yg Cuba di Luruskan.

Aku - Prinsip bagi nasihat: tak beri kalau sendiri x buat, or cuba buat and beri bila org minta.
           Nasihat ja pun, free ja.
Kau - Is it bcoz aku lg teruk/buruk/bad/'rendah'/lame makes the nasihat means nothing?
           Even its factually true and benefiting U . . .  not me in the slightest...

Zaman dolu - ada sahabat bercanggah dengan Rasullullah. Baginda dengar hujah, dan terima
                         kerana LEBIH BENAR.
Zaman la ni - 2nd in command bg nasihat, org atas potong terus . . . 

July 24th 2011, Blue Venue, Shah Alam.

Lailahaillallah - heard a rhythmic way to recite it, hingga terasa menusuk kalbu sedikit. Sedikit kerana the rhythm tak berterusan, sekejap je then lari sikit. But at least I've heard and I'll find it...

Lailahaillallah - Zikir terafdal dari zaman dolu lg, Rasullullah kata paling molek sekali. Ayat starting dia pun kata "afdala zikri fa . . . (x sure la - faannahu or faannamu) Lailahaillallah . . .

- feeling : dalam majlis tu tau doh ramai org but to me, macam ada aku ngan speaker tu je dalam tu -

Iman kepada Allah - nikmat terbesar and the most important.
makanya jangan 'masuk'kan 'pasir' dulu dalam 'balang mayonnaise' tu.

Adakah kita nampak ke'buta'an kita sendiri? amat sukar... (???)
one way to show our grateful adanya mata - baca Quran, biar sikit asal berterusan...

La ikra ha fiddin - tiada paksaan dalam beragama.
ni biasa diputarbelit. Ayat ni HANYA untuk NON-Muslim. pas dia masuk Islam kena ikut cara.

Hukuman.
curi - potong tangan, potong kaki...
zina - rejam
fitnah sana sini - tanya yg lebih arif...
Tinggal Sembahyang - MATI Mandatori. tp umat sekarang???

Ke-bergantung-harap-an kepada Allah, Maha Esa Maha Kuasa.
Makhluk sumer mati. (perasaan ni sukar dikikis)

Hati yang paling terutama untuk dijaga - Hati Rasullullah.
Jangan langgar jalan yang lurus hanya untuk menjaga hati yang terkemudian penjagaan nya.

 - catatan majlis ilmu Ust Azhar Idrus - 
- kat I-City ada MTV Worldstage masa yg sama - 
- apsal x wat sebelah menyebelah, tgk sapa lg ramai kekeke - 

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Mimpi di Siang Hari


Long have I dream and long have I been dreaming . . . not. 
Mimpi hanya datang tika tidur was an overslept. 
Weird dreams I might add.

- mimpi ini hari -

Keluar dari satu venue tu, cari moto...
Moto jumpa tapi helmet Magnum ku jd steng'
Sapa lak tukar ni, haram tul
Situ ada 3 motor, belah kanan ngan depan.
Helmet motor depan ni cam kenal...
Sah aku nyer aku amik la, tukar blk ngan steng tu
Sebab tukar sambil panas hati, headlamp dia jadi bahan
Lampu pecah, pulang helmet, hati ada sejuk skit.

tp . . . 
dia pergi balik guna helmet tu masa aku kat dalam, sah dia cam motor aku


BitterSweet Symphony

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah,

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

You know I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

I can't change my mold
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Have you ever been down?
Have you've ever been down? 




Friday, July 22, 2011

why MANGA???

Why, I wonder?
Emotion, jokes, philosophy, knowledge, art and even moral lesson all in one. 
Plus ada bahan bantu mengajar lagi.

The way I viewed novels, manga/comic and animation was its dimension. 1D, 2D and 3D respectively. 
Novels easily bored u off while the anime leave nothing for our imagination. 
Even more disappointing bila voice actors doesn't really up to my liking.


Vagabond by Takehiko Inoue.

still a draft but just wanna post it...

a bit of a history here 

Masa sekolah rendah dulu aku dikira berbakat gak la melukis, hanya melukis . . . mewarna tu tak berapa significant sangat bila compare dengan member lain. Insiklopedia dinosaur jadi rujukan, memang hebat la drawing scenery tu tapi bila kena siap kaler . . . why does it have to, xleh ke kalau hantar as monochrome, black & white ke?

Secondary ngan Matrik lak focus on perfecting human body figure, athletic body, fighting scenery and nice pose. Bout now getting familiar with ballpen, dah hari-hari pakai (improvement what). But still something missing. When the limbs there, the body is there, couldn't quite make the face. So jadinya whether its beheaded or wearing a mask, usually the first... This is the time references cames in bundle, got manga, komik remaja and local artist - Puppetteer (Velocity . . . and few more x ingat ar) and Rugby World Cup 2003.

artwork to be uploaded in due time . . . 

Gothic-ly rempit!!!

Zaman U lak dah malas. Most sketches were purposeful, mechanical and lifeless.

caption as inspiration

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Quoting Anonymous - "Ideas are bulletproof"

1. Second gear sprinting - Riku, Eyeshield 21 (less energy loss due to fewer hinges).
2. High reflexive reaction - Sendou's training, Hajime no Ippo (intensive calf muscle exercise).
3. Selected body muscle building - Ippo...

to be continued...

Saturday, July 16, 2011

#6 - Sudoku.

New favicon der...
Best Melee Attack Ever 

Tiket tuk aku join team explorace time Pesta Konvo, tranquilizer tuk otak/minda (??? - maybe vaksin utk otak beku), and among few other things yg aku harap x hilang la skill tu bl aku tua. Start playing masa 2nd year, lookin at the rules nampak cam senang. 

"Complete the grid so that every row, column and 3X3 box contains every digit from 1 to 9 inclusive."

give it a try...

First of all, this tutorial wasn't perfectly gonna help solve every puzzle there is. The steps level differs by its difficulty. And when the logical steps all runs out, it goes to assumption route, one assumption only preferably.

Just like chess board, mark the columns with numbers of 1 to 9, and the rows with alphabet A to i for easier pemahaman especially for newbie/noob.

1. Fill with number that really fit logically in manner of order, systematically - lets start with no. 1. just look at no.1 available and see if there's a blank for another no. 1, then go for no. 2 when there's none of possible no. 1 to be fill left. This is a looping steps (repetition) for each number up to no. 9. Most of the puzzle require me to go twice for this step before moving on the steps ladder. Golden line represent those row or column was occupied for that particular number.


break into columns or rows of 3.

   1.1. Baby steps, take any 3X9 row (A1 to C9), or 9X3 column (A1 to i3). In this case, G7 with 9. It's
   actually flipped L. G1 to i9 with cross section of A7 to i9.
   1.2. Combination of two 3X9 to 9X3 (a T or t or L or flipping L). Urgh, its so hard to downgrade. Try
   to understand the step on how I got this 5 based on the line.

  
   1.3. The whole puzzle. E1 to be filled with no. 1. Grey Area represent area with possibilities of no. 1.
   This sub-step also applicable within 3X9 or 9X3 boxes. I call this "The Grey Area Backfire" hahaha... 
   Case study box 3X3 at 9 o'clock. Gold line 1 to 3 are as usual. The Grey Area happened bcoz of gold line
   1 and gold line 3. As Grey Area 4 represent no. 1, so jadi la gold line 5 tu. Cara ni boleh di pelbagaikan lagi
   like when there's straight three number in one box of 3X3.



When there's no more, that means we're stuck. Next step ni yang banyak makan masa. Pasalnya we got to look trough EACH blank that's left, and that's step 2.

nama gambo ni pun aku bagi nama "STUCK"

2. Cross section within 3X3 box with row and column of each blank. Puzzle di atas hanya sebagai rujukan for 2,6 and 7 still probable.  Because of its time consuming, most of the time I skipped to step 3 (in fact this puzzle really hard to apply step 2).

3. Assumption route based on situation. Not just some random guess, main letak je memang x dapat la. Pick a number among the least popped or the most. Then find two Grey Area that usually correspond to each other. Here was the no. 2 and its assumed position.



Lastly start the loop all over again until u done. Kadang tu berhari gak la nak siapkan, x dapek "lightbulb" lg. Or just plain lazy.

then voilla - siap!
Still figuring what that 7 in a ring was about . . . can't seems to recall, padahal baru je malam tadi buat. Really enjoy doing sudoku, among other things such as Rubic cubes (2X2, 3X3, 4X4, and X5) - kebanyakan dah x ingat la.

one harsh input dr member - start with puzzle yg senang nak mampos, then up the level.


Another puzzle for that big brain of yours as the end . . . 

Good Luck!!!


There won't be another entry for this challenge from me. Cukup la tu, page diorg pun cam xder update jer.

Friday, July 15, 2011

ku Terima Cabaran lu, tp x semua la - 'CABARAN 30 MINGGU LATIHAN MENULIS' . . .

Akan hanya ditulis tanpa dipertandingkan/ditayangkan ke laman 100penulis. Nama pun exercise.


This gonna take some times. I'll scribble first in my manual book, sketch some here and there before I'll post it here. When its in draft, hardly noticeable the length of it, or the shortness of it hahaha. Kalau pendek sangat of course le nampak sengal!!!

For example this post, gonna make sure the draft box fill up to the point having a 'dot' once more will lead to having to scroll down to be view in whole. Tapi dgn style spacing camni senang ar (skema nak wat thesis).

Let say this will having me to write in the right way without grammatical errors, misinterpret catch phrases and boring long sentences. But pardon the spellings sometimes and 'MangLish'ness that may look janggal, misplaced or again misinterpret.

First entry would be "Apa jadi pada RM100 kalau ada orang bermurah hati nak sedekah kat aku la ni jugak?". Seratus hengget je?, boleh tahan la sikit nyer...

Forgot to mention, this been going for around two month now. Slow and lumpy? tak jugak, belum dapat niat nak wat time tu. I'll try to catch up with all the topics and . . . this is the last line before that last dot. B Cing U. 

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Cover of the Week - Better than the Ori and more Molek.

Watch and listen first  before try to follow with the lyric.


Better because Chris Brown is an ass.
Molek...er for the no swearing.

Cover by KarminMusic

Yellow model chick
Yellow bottle sipping
Yellow Lamborghini
Yellow top missing
Yup yup
That stuff looks like a toupee
I get what you get in 10 years, in two days

[Nick]
Ladies love me I'm on my cool J

If you get what I get what would you say
He wax it on and off, Mr Miyagi
And them suicide doors, Hari Kari

Look At Me Now, Look At Me Now
Oh, I'm getting paper
Look At Me Now
Oh, Look At Me Now
Yeah, fresh than a mu-what?

Lil jigga bigger than gorilla
Cause I'm killing every jigga that
Try to be on my stuff
Better cuff your man if you with him
I can get him
Cuz he accidentally slip fall on my crack
Oops, I said on my crack
I aint really mean to say on my crack
But since we talking about my crack
All of you haters say hi to that
I'm Done... No really though i'm not done

[Nick]
Lets goooo

cause I feel like I'm running
and I'm feeling like I gotta get away, get away, get away
better know that I don't and I won't ever stop cause
you know I gotta win everyday day
see they don't really really wanna pop me
just know that you will never stop me
and I know that I can be a little cocky, ohhhh
you aint never gonna flop me

everytime I come a jigga gotta set it then I got it going
then I gotta get it, than I gotta blow, and than I gotta shudder any little thing
the jigga think that he be doing cause it doesnt matter cause I'm gonna dadadadada

then I'm gonna murder every thing and anything a badaboom a badabing
I gotta do a lot of things, and make it clearer to a couple jiggas
that I'm always winning and I gotta get it again and again and again
and I be doing it to death and now I move a little foul
a jigga better call a ref, and everybody know my style
and jiggas know that I'm the best

when I come to doing this and I be banging on my chest
and I bang in the east and I'm bangin' in the west
and I come to give you more and I will never give you less
you will hear it in the street or you can read it in the press
do you really wanna know whats next

see the way we on, when we all up in the race and you know
we gotta go, don't try to keep up with the pace
we struggling and hustling and sending in and getting in
and always gotta do it take it to another place
gotta taste it and I gotta grab it
and I gotta cut through all this traffic
just to be at the top of the throne
better know I gotta have it

Look At Me Now, Look At Me Now
Oh, I'm getting paper
Look At Me Now
Oh, Look At Me Now
Yeah, fresh than a mu-what?

Man forget these haters how yall doin?
I'm Lil Tunechi, I'm a nuisance, I go stupid, I go dumb like the 3 stooges
I dont eat sushi, I'm the stuff, no pollution, no substitution
Now i'm chilling play in movies in my jacuzzi, fruit is juicy
I never give a damn about a hater got money on my radar
Dress like a skater, got a big house, came with an elevator
You jiggas aint eatin, go tell a waiter

Marley said shoot em, and I said ok,
You on that bullsh- I'm like ole'
Dont care what you say, so don't even speak
Your boyfriend a freak like Cirque Du Soleil
That's word to my flag, and my flag red
I'm out of my head, yo I'm outta my mind from the bottom I climb
You aint hotter than mine, nope, not on my time and I'm not even trying
Whats poppin Slime? nothin five, and if they trippin forget em five
I aint got no time to shuck and jive, these jiggas as sweet as pumpkin pie

Ciroc and sprite on a private flight
Yo I been tight since guiding light, and my pockets white my diamonds white and my mommas nice and my daddy's gone
You please be scared cause I'm too wild, been here for a while
I was like no trial I puts it down
I'm so young money you got eyes look at me now oh

Look At Me Now, Look At Me Now
Oh, I'm getting paper
Look At Me Now
Oh, Look At Me Now
Yeah, fresh than a mu-what?

ok! ok! Is that right? I'm fresh than a mu-what? 


Lyrics stolen from azsongs...
Peace lad, singalong at ur own risk hahaha.

Another tongue twister, from The Dubliner - The Rocky Road to Dublin


-bubye-

Antara Sebab Aku Jealous ngan Org Baru.


entry agak berat
selalu terlepas pandang oleh org automatik ni



bila banding dgn convert, asas ilmu kehidupan banyak kurangnya (benar hanya terhadap converts bukan kerna marriage). depa banyak mencari sebelum masuk. kita . . . lebih diterapkan terus kepada pengamalan.

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[translation kurang lebih] - perkara kunci terhadap persoalan kenapa perlu percaya terhadap Islam adalah, . . . terdapatnya prinsip asas utama ciptaan Allah SWT di dunia ini. ada memanggilnya hukum fizik, hukum alam semulajadi serta berberapa lagi nama lain. cumanya ia semua adalah prinsp asas bagaimana Allah perjalankan alam ini.

sbagai conth :- prinsip aerodinamik (tuk org kejuruteraan xyah baca exp. ni), lift is created by difference of airflow between both sides of of wing's cross sectional area. daya angkat adalah berpunca dari geometri sayap tersebut, bukan sebab kuasa enjinnya. burung xdak enjin.

contoh dua :- prinsip Archimedes berkenaan sesaran air. daya apung bersamaan berat isipadu air tersesar. tak kira la berat mana Super Tanker tu pun boleh terapung sebab geometri gak.

" prinsip ini penting apabila kita berada didalam alam nya"

jika naik kapal terbang, tinggi 20000ft di udara, tetiba sayap patah . . . apa jadi? sah-sah mati bila jatuh. jika org gemuk terjun laut, hidupnya lebih lama walaupun dia tak tahu berenang.

"prinsip ini mempengaruhi hidup mati manusia itu sendiri"

tapi bila atas darat, prinsip tersebut langsung tak beri kesan langsung kalau pun ia tidak diketahui, atau sengaja tak ambil peduli.

alam nya = ??? or semua alam yang akan dilalui?

so alam sekarang/hidup, alam mati and alam pas mati (mayb gabung kot alam mati ngan pas mati). alam pas mati - teori yg ada;

   1. adanya alam pas mati.
   2. hayat yang lain, reincarnation dalam bentuk makhluk or manusia lain . . . cuma soul yang sama.
   3. xder paper - kehidupan berakhir dengan kematian, jadi mayat and hancur camtu jer.

tapi pencipta teori ni takder kredibiliti ke atas teori kematian sebab depa lepas mati x balik tuk cerita semula apa dah jadi, sebagai mengukuhkan teori tu sendiri. adapun yg lebih layak untuk bercerita tentang mati adalah

  THE ONE TO WHOM THERE IS NO DEATH - ALLAH HIMSELF

menurut yg lebih layak, prinsip hidup dan mati kurang lebih ada tiga - ada kehidupan lepas kematian, mati bukan penamat kehidupan and pengisian kehidupan sebelum mati mempengaruhi kehidupan lepas mati. ayat best nya - mati adalah masa untuk mengutip hasil tanaman ketika hidup.

urutan alam (mengikut pemahaman/pengetahuan semasa) - alam hidup berjasad (la ni) > alam kubur > alam pembangkitan untuk perbicaraan/penghisaban/pengadilan (atau pisah dua ni jd alam mahsyar [tunggu waktu tuk dinilai] and alam pembalasan). alam pembalasan adalah selamanya . . . lepas ia bermula and, setiap alam ada keadaannya yg tertentu bergantung amalan di alam hidup berjasad...

[prinsip ini (amalan hidup berjasad mempengaruhi kehidupan lepas mati) penting apabila kita berada di dalam alam nya (alam hidup berjasad)]. disaat akil baligh hingga nyawa di kerongkong, segalanya diambil kira.

sebab tu Islam perlu dipelajari, difahami sebagai persediaan untuk alam seterusnya. hidup penuh ganjaran yang dikehendaki bukan hidup penuh hukuman. semua akan mati, itu satu fakta yg x dapat dinafikan...

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kesimpulannya, jadi la budak baik

Monday, July 11, 2011

Light Bulb Please!!!

I would say my life was kinda boring but that shows the ungratefulness to the life given. Wouldn't fair to those person I knew  whom passed away of heart attack. He's got a mother who already send one of her daughter to grave, and lost a husband not a year ago. His family was once took me under their roof and assist me with PTA's matter.

If u've seen Lord of The Rings Trilogy, bet u do . . . "The young perish, the old linger. No parents should have to bury their child." Rasa sedih tu terasa sikit, lagi kalau layan sengsorang.

just imagine u feel the sadness...
Few things as reminder of death and the dead. Death come to us all not one second faster nor later. Long lives are not to be cherish if its fill with benda-benda lagho'. Sadness due to the passing away of someone we loved appropriate if not prolonged to the point of . . . [WTH am I babbling about, CXsRB!!!]. Bila matinya anak Adam, maka terputuslah urusannya kecuali 3 perkara, sedekah amal jariah, ilmu berguna yang disebarkan and doa anak yang soleh.

Focusing anak  soleh yang mendoakan kedua orang tuanya. The connection is anak soleh/solehah, not the wife. And its not just pahala, even dosa from childrens yang x menjaga aurat, skipping prayer and etc... selagi mana amanah penjagaan not yet transferred to the future husband, are 'on' the dead. 

As for us who aren't their child, sedekah Al-Fatihah and Surah Ikhlas times 3 are the least we can do. Whether it get to them that's GOD business. And death should make us more aware of our doings in this temporary world however long we have left. What we plant here are to be harvested in the afterlife...

Argh, another CXsRB!!!

Out of PLUS Highway at Bidor to Parit Baru in an overpowered Honda Civic 2.0 iV-Tec, driving, owwwh best seyh . . . hahaha. Even with unfamiliar  route, another 3 important life at mercy of my not so polished driving skills, still feels like it was my road, my car and me alone. Thank GOD safely arrived, ni sumer kereta punyer pasal. Best car I've ever driven, not there's been a lot. One advice though, don't get out of ur comfort speed zone on unfamiliar terrain, think I may have fly all fours.

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Japanese movies, the real one, 7 Samurais and 13 Assassins. One black and white movie while the other was recent but both telling the age of samurai. The 13 Assassins, IDMB Rating at 7.9, telling a story about  the assassination of Lord Naritsugu because of his inhumane behaviour. With good story telling, flow and cinematography, this swords action packed looks weird having their CG animated creature/bulls looked not so real. Aren't Japanese the best in animation business? Or if not, among the best la? Plus with the mysteries of the immortal forest bandits helps on the cause, its a great Japanese movie. There wasn't a single gunshot at all in this.


Lastly, this was when I need the light bulb dammit...been visited by a cousin dari kampung, minta teman jalan-jalan. Planned to watch Dark Moon, x kesampaian.  Planned to meet his old housemate, kesampaian but going trough two traffic jam, one by commuters goin home from work and another by police doing roadblocks just because the Higher Ups says so. Wasted few hours on the road je, peghot da la lapar...

Still, where's the light bulb???  

Monday, July 04, 2011

#2 - If I am a Movie Director . . .

B4 we get to the point, lets disclose the kind of movie, the kind of characters, (male & female), the kind of story line that I favor. 

1st of all, I'm not a fan of Senario, Maharaja Lawak, Three Stooges or even that Charlie Chaplin's. Lil bit good humors, comedies and spontaneous jokes so long dia x meleret still acceptable. 2ndly, all lovey dovey romantic movies (especially Malays), don't even think it exceed the digits of my one hand the no. of Malay's I've watched in cinema. In fact the one and only was Putri Gunung Ledang, few years back I guess or maybe two with Kami the Movie kot.

One thing kempen memartabatkan perfileman Melayu that I do remember; "kalau bukan kita sendiri yang sokong, sapa lagi?". I do support Malaysian's Film Industries, just not financially (sadly banyak pirates je)  and not when the movie was of low quality in its story telling that overshadowed by all the actions and excessive romanticity. After all its still my money, my right...

Now of the characters (still writing about my favorites), male . . . anyone with Anthony Hopkin's like. If u've read The Rite, then good. Female . . . don't really have a role model. Doesn't need to be sexy, but pretty girl always a plus and a uniquely gracious smile. Both with highly acting quality.

from ear to ear smile

Last year big movie, The Inception won few awards. Fiction with complex story line, mind boggling even on on my way back from the cinema. The keyword here is the complexity of the story x kesah le thriller ke, comedies ke or better yet religious/morality matter. And it flow smoothly . . .

For that I would love to directing movies of genre class such as Sepet, Muallaf and Kami the Movie. It would show the conflict of different morale/race/religious values in a respectable manner towards each other. But as of current knowledge and ability to come up with a story (as an indi writer/producer/director), short movie je la yang mampu pun gamaknyer kahkahkah. 


Sembang kuat!!! but this may have 'to be continued - ' after this...

notes on The Challenge -

1. RM100 for free - checked.
2. If I'm a movie Herr Director... - checked.
3. Keghairahan popularity dunia maya - think I'll pass, not looking for follower, money (from ad)...
4. Preparation B4 update blog - mayb.
5. Wahai si jahanam pembuang bayi, peringatan ni tuk kau ... - also mayb pass (better if its from girls POV).
6. Tutorial ....... - haaa, ni aku nak wat. Tutorial sudoku that's not for contest (time restriction).
7. one Funny story - definitely pass. I'm no funny guy.
8. My say on anonymous comments - same as no 3.

Friday, July 01, 2011

#1 - RM100, for me? Seriously? What for?

Money money money money MONEEEEYYY!!! 


Depends on timing, sebab, asbab and cravings at the time etc . . . Sumer action got all sorts of rippling reaction in due time. Two side of the money need to be look at, org yg bagi means source duit tu halal ke, syubhah ke, or plain haram and another is what I'm gonna do with the money.

1st part, if x tau(x mau amik tau or org tu xnak bgtau) then aku tergolong golongan 'jahil' untuk guna duit tu. But if we knew the source memang haram, still nak amek gak ke? Cth : A, a generous donor with two source of income that differs in the 'hukum' part, stocked together in one joined account. Do we consider the donation from the account for mosque renovation as permissible? What about donation to abortion clinic? Apaper pun aku pasti akan skeptical kalau ada org nak bagi duit for free ni...

RM100, simpan? spend? treat member? I've been in hard time financially masa student dulu. Lunch with coins dug out from filled up Coke can, all in 50cent. And also good time getting quite a payment from the ROTU activities. But the good thing is, I'm not a spender, nor a smoker, nor a guitarist, nor mat rempit or even people with high maintenance hobbies. Just a student with lack of interest in anything. Even Honda Fame tu pun member aku yg beriya2 nak buat, kata trend mat2 motor JB. That put holes in my pocket, but I live by regretting a little for that issue. Anggap je tu sumer experience for future reference, and that guy still owe me.

lovely bike, too bad it didn't last long. dream of resurrecting it back one  day.

Enough with my time of the past. Now its time for the future . . . yeah like there's any chances some strangers would suddenly giving me the hundred for no reason hahaha. Pretty sure none of my clicks will, seeing how small the clicks is. And I'm pretty much sure gonna shooting a lot of question b4 I take it. FOR SURE . . .