Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Another Month of Doing Good Things . . .

. . . supposedly.

think i'm doing better this year
reviewed some terms, doing what supposed and 'sunat' to be done, making less people angry (silaturrahim), helps people/strangers that mostly for something in return (people I knew of) and leaving them clueless but thankful non the less (strangers), having deep thought of gratefulness (the symptoms) and sympathetic towards others.

and jaluk ngapuro by the end of the month.

still, xleh lari dari benda x elok . . . no one's perfect.

Niat

1. Niat benda baik dapat pahala even tak terbuat, niat tak baik still ok selagi tak di buat.
2. Niat tak menghalalkan cara.

niat #1 tak sama dengan niat #2. no.1 lebih kepada hasrat meanwhile no.2 kepada tujuan. focus on niat #1 at second term - niat tak baik, permissible so long not executed. a bad intention roaming, constructing, planning, strategizing within one's mind that even gives 'HIGH' sensation , moreover it involves other people. 'good' way of using that heads of yours...

other people - are there any distinction regarding towards personals with towards an organisation?


Criticism (kutuk, perli, looked down on...) 

towards iklan di Astro.
1. Football, the most beautiful sports game in the world - really? rasanyer game friendly je yang boleh nampak cantik gameplay dia so long rules cam biasa, 3 substitution and nothings on the line, all player trying having a good game/skills/strategies display. leagues la ni, the teams doing anything they can to get a win (berlakon, hand of god,  excessive intimidation, foul plays, delaying times, etc...) and says that's a strategy. a strategy that put aside sportsmanship value, iyo la tu . . .
2. erk, satu cukup la dulu

Buffet - bayor punya mahal tapi perut ada limit tank dia, sah2 rugi camni. tahun lepas steamboat seafood, tahun ni layan Seoul Garden One Utama. seafood cepat buat aku muak (antara faktor yang mengecikkan lagi kapasiti perut) so aku layan daging. jadi karnivor, meat lover, red meat especially - ayam biasa dapat. tuk RM45 melantak lebih 3kg nicely sliced meat ... ouwww layan tak hengat.

the tissue I don't have time to use

so antara aku ngan Seoul Garden tu rasanya aku untung skit la. tp buffet style dia tu menguntungkan dia a whole lot more. rasa cam ni la the only iftar dengan reramai kengkawan tuk tahun ni. perot kenyang ngan sikit kesenakkan, then few burps yang tak mem'beri-bauan'kan kesedapan meals tu cam bila makan Double GCB McDonald burger. janji puehati...

pilihan buffet - worth the money, got the stomach to outdo the bills hahaha



- - - Books - - -
I haven't read -

Atlas of Creation, by Harun Yahya

weight around 6 to 7kg, this is a good material for references some more for entry Orang Baru. sadly the price was . . . pergh mahal!!! the book was about fighting Theory of Evolution by Charles Darwin. few education curricular already changed, swapping the Darwinism Theory altogether. 

The Book of Five Rings, Miyamoto Musashi

Jepun mali, citer pasal the life of a swordsman from Miyamoto Village, a rounin that prefer Niten Ichi-ryu, two swords style which to me is more practical in a war. xdak masa nak tenung lawan lama2, musuh sumer dekat2 punya la, cucuk je sana sini.

ehsan google
the use of katana and wakizashi as defense and counter at the same time. plus the arc ranges of those two swords are proportionate to hand's power (cam teori tork fizik ar tu).

The Art of Walking Alone, also by Miyamoto Musashi

not much of this actually just that its about achieving the void within oneself...


- - - Movies - - -

Amelie' 2001

French movie with its unique story telling. got few awards if I'm not mistaken. here's the trailer - link. and the songs have been my halwa telinga since then...

Cowboys and Alien 2011

at first nak tengok sal ada Daniel Craig, mamat ni gado macam siot xdak feeling sungguh tapi ganeh plus cool gak kekadang tu. then bila da tengok ada rasa sikit kureng. apart from Jack Lonergen, other characters just average if I'm the one to rate them. storyline - not so much, gadget ada sikit gaya cam Gantz comic and its alien creature - sejenis je gabungan dari Alien, District 9 and Starship Troopers.


- - - Morals - - -

Gratefulness

the scene - duk sembahyang belakang dua orang OKU side by side. sorg memang solat duduk and sorg lagi menahan sakit tuk duduk antara dua sujud. khusyuk tu ada la skit jadinyer.
symptom - a little flare up the nostril cam air masuk ikut hidung, a fraction of that. happened after dok pikir keberuntungannyer masih ada kaki yang sempurna and rasa simpati. kalu layan lelame mau nanges dibuatnyer.

Sea Food Chain

at top biasa bergantung pada siapa lagi ganas and sapa lagi carnivorous. top contender biasanya Great White Shark, Tiger Shark and few other kind of sharks, Leopard Seal but the Real King of the Ocean goes to the Orca - Killer Whale. even Great White pun boleh kena makan ngan dia. fact - there's been no human injury/casualty involving the Killer Whale attack (or the scarier version -  if there's even an attack, there's no one alive to tell the tale). list of its meal in descending order in size - Humpback Whale cubs, Great White Shark (recorded once), all sorts of seals, penguin and fishes so long they can get their hands on it, in this case their mouth.


- - - Future - - -

lookin forward for the next baraan

Monday, July 25, 2011

Jalan yg Cuba di Luruskan.

Aku - Prinsip bagi nasihat: tak beri kalau sendiri x buat, or cuba buat and beri bila org minta.
           Nasihat ja pun, free ja.
Kau - Is it bcoz aku lg teruk/buruk/bad/'rendah'/lame makes the nasihat means nothing?
           Even its factually true and benefiting U . . .  not me in the slightest...

Zaman dolu - ada sahabat bercanggah dengan Rasullullah. Baginda dengar hujah, dan terima
                         kerana LEBIH BENAR.
Zaman la ni - 2nd in command bg nasihat, org atas potong terus . . . 

July 24th 2011, Blue Venue, Shah Alam.

Lailahaillallah - heard a rhythmic way to recite it, hingga terasa menusuk kalbu sedikit. Sedikit kerana the rhythm tak berterusan, sekejap je then lari sikit. But at least I've heard and I'll find it...

Lailahaillallah - Zikir terafdal dari zaman dolu lg, Rasullullah kata paling molek sekali. Ayat starting dia pun kata "afdala zikri fa . . . (x sure la - faannahu or faannamu) Lailahaillallah . . .

- feeling : dalam majlis tu tau doh ramai org but to me, macam ada aku ngan speaker tu je dalam tu -

Iman kepada Allah - nikmat terbesar and the most important.
makanya jangan 'masuk'kan 'pasir' dulu dalam 'balang mayonnaise' tu.

Adakah kita nampak ke'buta'an kita sendiri? amat sukar... (???)
one way to show our grateful adanya mata - baca Quran, biar sikit asal berterusan...

La ikra ha fiddin - tiada paksaan dalam beragama.
ni biasa diputarbelit. Ayat ni HANYA untuk NON-Muslim. pas dia masuk Islam kena ikut cara.

Hukuman.
curi - potong tangan, potong kaki...
zina - rejam
fitnah sana sini - tanya yg lebih arif...
Tinggal Sembahyang - MATI Mandatori. tp umat sekarang???

Ke-bergantung-harap-an kepada Allah, Maha Esa Maha Kuasa.
Makhluk sumer mati. (perasaan ni sukar dikikis)

Hati yang paling terutama untuk dijaga - Hati Rasullullah.
Jangan langgar jalan yang lurus hanya untuk menjaga hati yang terkemudian penjagaan nya.

 - catatan majlis ilmu Ust Azhar Idrus - 
- kat I-City ada MTV Worldstage masa yg sama - 
- apsal x wat sebelah menyebelah, tgk sapa lg ramai kekeke - 

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Mimpi di Siang Hari


Long have I dream and long have I been dreaming . . . not. 
Mimpi hanya datang tika tidur was an overslept. 
Weird dreams I might add.

- mimpi ini hari -

Keluar dari satu venue tu, cari moto...
Moto jumpa tapi helmet Magnum ku jd steng'
Sapa lak tukar ni, haram tul
Situ ada 3 motor, belah kanan ngan depan.
Helmet motor depan ni cam kenal...
Sah aku nyer aku amik la, tukar blk ngan steng tu
Sebab tukar sambil panas hati, headlamp dia jadi bahan
Lampu pecah, pulang helmet, hati ada sejuk skit.

tp . . . 
dia pergi balik guna helmet tu masa aku kat dalam, sah dia cam motor aku


BitterSweet Symphony

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah,

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

You know I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

I can't change my mold
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Have you ever been down?
Have you've ever been down?